Thursday, December 11, 2008

so far

We go back so far,
swingin in your back yard,
all the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school
ooh I really liked you,
must have been your attitude.

That’s why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years they’ll roll by,
Baby, now I know why
I keep comin back to you.

You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this

Well this life tried to keep us apart
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this.

All the guys tried to take me,
you’re the one who saved me,
I feel like I owe you my life.
And as strange as it may seem,
I’ll go if you take me
I'm willing to sacrifice.

That’s why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years, they’ll roll by,
it’s not hard to know why
I keep comin back to you.

You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this.

Cause this life tried to keep us apart,
you keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this.

May never find a love, love, love a love like this,
that still make me think about my middle school kiss.
I sit here in this chair and I wish
for you not to leave me now.
My friends they always told me
not to make you my wifey,
man they was putting you down.
And now they see we rollin,
me and you, we strollin,
they don’t wanna come around.

Let me hear you say,
you’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this.

When this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I’m so glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this,

Oh… Never find a love like this…
When this life tried to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart,
Let me hear you say,
Oh… Never find a love like this.
Oh… Never find a love like this

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

伤与痛

在我出生的那一刻 , 就已经注定我必须从伤和痛成长 .
我的童年 , 过得并不灿烂 . 我的童年 , 并没有微笑的回忆 .
我的童年 , 是随着眼泪 , 伤和痛的过程成长的 .
也许我根本没有童年
身边最亲的人 , 却并非是最了解我的人 . 身边最了解我的人 , 却并非是我最亲的人 .
这是为什么 ??? 最亲的人 , 带给我的回忆却是最伤 , 最痛的 .
眼泪也就在我童年的时候 , 随着我长大直到现在 .
成长的过程中 , 我学会坚强 , 独立和保护自己 .
因为心里严重受伤 , 所以我学习坚强 .
因为不想受到任何控制 , 所以我学会独立 .
因为要把自己照顾好 , 所以我学会保护自己 .
这一切的因为 , 都是伤和痛的开始 .
曾经何时 , 我多次要结束自己的人生 , 但却一次一次的又坚强过来 .
试过伤害自己多次来减低心里的痛苦 , 但不管再怎样伤害自己 , 也痛不过心里的伤 .
我每一天都非常辛苦的熬了过来 . 流眼泪 ~ 就是我唯一发泄的工具 .
虽然受尽一切最伤的 , 最痛的 . , 我依然不断的提醒自己 , 我还有未来 .
世界是精彩的 , 只要为自己画上一道彩虹 , 那我的世界就会从黑暗中变成色彩缤纷 .
只要我肯忍耐 , 不久 , 我将会拥有一个充满色彩的世界 .

我相信我一定能够做得到